Oh darling , it is difficult to hold on but it’s far easier than letting go. After all this time, all these years , after all the sufferings and pain , you still reside in my heart. You always will.
Sometimes i think , you’re a wizard who has bewitched me. I’m your enchanted slave ; ready to sacrifice my everything for your smile , your happiness , for you.
I gave you my heart but you threw it. I gave you my soul but you shredded it. I gave you my trust but you broke it. I gave you myself and you walked over me , and you walked away. You make me suffer and cry. You love to see me writhing and burning and dying for you . And i love to make you happy so i suffer and cry.
But canim , do you know that i let you go? I’m holding on to my love for you. As it gives me strength and hope and purpose to live , but i let you go. For you my darling , have to live and love for this world ; and i have to live for my love .
So, I let you go … But always remember , there will be a time that you’ll feel the pain I’m in but there won’t be any going back. And you will not be able to let go .. of me and my love.